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Emotional numbness


spoke, laughed, and cried in furtive silence.
I fought, fled, and froze with numbness.I lose my facade in my abode,Do not inquire me if I'm okay?I lost myself for on whose behalf do I have to articulate?I attempt to respond, but my words speak reticence. I circumvent the circumstantial embarrassment with a walk away — one of the bravest decisions I embraced.
You do not perceive me, and I do not blame you, for I do not too.

For I'm there, and I'm not, I sense that I don't sense.

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  1. مفارش سرير فندقيةSeptember 30, 2022 at 5:01 AM

    Not all are right. Everyone has their own way of thinking and comments are quite rewarding مفارش سرير فندقية

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